Why pain?

Many of us spend our whole lives running from feeling, with the mistaken belief that you cannot bear the pain. But you have already borne the pain. What you have not done is feel all you are beyond that pain.

Kahlil Gibran, Lebanese Poet

I had a delightfully painful experience yesterday and I wanted to blog about but it slipped my mind till I was ‘reminded’ gently by the Universe when I saw one of my old self made posters with the quote above.

I was hanging my clothes and drifting, dreaming. I have no clue where my mind was or what I was thinking and suddenly a peg ‘bit’ me. The unexpectant pain brought me crashing back into the moment, the NOW.

Increasingly, that’s the message that is being sent by the Wise Ones. Empty your mind and really be in the moment. So my epiphany is that pain is necessary – to bring us back into LIFE – NOW!

It is clear, spiritually, emotionally, even medically that dis-ease and dis-comfort are ways for the body to signal to us, loud and clear that there are issues that we have overlooked that need to be dealt with.

So, it is my reminder to myself to live in the NOW, relinquishing the past and forsaking the future. Because Now will Illuminates both the Past and the Future, but if I can experience it.

And here’s the excerpt from The Prophet by Gibran on Pain.

Your pain is the breaking of the shell
that encloses your understanding.

Even as the stone of the fruit must break,that its
heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain.

And could you keep your heart in wonder
at the daily miracles of your life, your pain
would not seem less wondrous than your joy;

And you would accept the seasons of your
heart, even as you have always accepted
the seasons that pass over your fields.

And you would watch with serenity
through the winters of your grief.

Much of your pain is self-chosen.

It is the bitter potion by which the
physician within you heals your sick self.

Therefore trust the physician, and drink
his remedy in silence and tranquillity:

For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided
by the tender hand of the Unseen,
And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips,
has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter
has moistened with His own sacred tears.

- Kahlil Gibran

Our worth

Beautiful writing from dailyom

September 13, 2011
An Unwavering Connection to the Infinite Worth

Your worth is not a product of your intelligence, your talent, your looks, or how much you have accomplished.

Though much of who and what we are changes as we journey through life, our inherent worth remains constant. While the term self-worth is often used interchangeably with self-esteem, the two qualities are inherently different. Self-esteem is the measure of how you feel about yourself at a given moment in time. Your worth, however, is not a product of your intelligence, your talent, your looks, your good works, or how much you have accomplished. Rather it is immeasurable and unchanging manifestation of your eternal and infinite oneness with the universe. It represents the cornerstone of the dual foundations of optimism and self-belief. Your worth cannot be taken from you or damaged by life’s rigors, yet it can easily be forgotten or even actively ignored. By regularly acknowledging your self-worth, you can ensure that you never forget what an important, beloved, and special part of the universe you are.

You are born worthy—your worth is intertwined with your very being. Your concept of your own self-worth is thus reinforced by your actions. Each time you endeavor to appreciate yourself, treat yourself kindly, define your personal boundaries, be proactive in seeing that your needs are met, and broaden your horizons, you express your recognition of your innate value. During those periods when you have lost sight of your worth, you will likely feel mired in depression, insecurity, and a lack of confidence. You’ll pursue a counterfeit worth based on judgment rather than the beauty that resides within. When you feel worthy, however, you will accept yourself without hesitation. It is your worth as an individual who is simultaneously interconnected with all living beings that allows you to be happy, confident, and motivated. Because your conception of your worth is not based on the fulfillment of expectations, you’ll see your mistakes and failures as just another part of life’s jo! urney.

Human beings are very much like drops of water in an endless ocean. Our worth comes from our role as distinct individuals as well as our role as an integral part of something larger than ourselves. Simply awakening to this concept can help you rediscover the copious and awe-inspiring worth within each and every one of us.

Acceptance

I have two quotes on my wall in my study room. One, Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate, and the other is the below, an excerpt from Paulo Coelho’s book, The Valkyries. Below is the quote.

“Our defects, our dangerous depths, our suppressed hatreds, our moments of weakness and desperation – all are unimportant. If what we want to do is to heal ourselves first, so that then we can go in search of our dreams, we will NEVER reach paradise.

If, on the other hand, we accept all that is wrong about us – and despite it, believe that we are deserving of a happy life – then we will have thrown open an immense window that will allow Love to enter. Little by little our defects will disappear, because one who is happy can look at the world only with LOVE – the force that regenerates everything that exists in the Universe.”

Faith

Faith
All of us have numerous gifts and talents. Many acquired through the lives that we have led through lifetimes. Yet, the soul chooses to go through the land of forgetfulness to put aside all that to reincarnate in this present day body.

Why you ask? Because it is only through this avatar that the soul is able to experience maximum growth. The Earth School is a wonderful place to test and mold don’t you think?

Yet, in this human flesh, doubt creeps in ever so often. It’s as if the moment I reach a stage of knowingness, there is a challenge that is thrown at me to test my faith.

Today, after my meditation, I acknowledged to God the moments of doubt and lack of faith that creeps in. I asked him what do I do with that. The answer was loud, lucid and loving.

The Voice said, “If you remembered everything, what will your life be like?” and I saw flashing in front of my eyes,many past lifetimes. The feeling that I am really an ancient soul settled over me. I felt the power of my strength and wisdom hiding being the veil.

From this moment, I choose to operate from that knowingness and wisdom. The heart knows what the mind cannot fathom. The true essence of me knows everything and as Thoth stated, let the doubts be transformed into radiant light.

Unicorns come calling

Recently, I’ve been meditating, seeking some guidance on the healing services that I am supposed to offer. During one such meditation, I felt the presence of my unicorn. Recently, I have been connecting with the energies of the unicorns much more easily and instantly.

I felt my unicorn arrive by my side, and I was led to place my hands on my solar plexus and the beautific unicorn placed his horn spiral on my hand and sent amazing healing energy through my hands. I was then informed that the healing that I will offer will include the energies of these divine and mysterious creatures. I was thrilled but it felt right.

All the while, though I know that I will be working with the high vibrational energies of ascended masters, goddesses and the angels, I felt that I was waiting for something more. The mystery is solved. Finally, after a few days of procrastination (and dealing with the fears that surface), today I was ready to put into words the healing work I am meant to do. Before I started, I went onto Diana Cooper’s website and instead of going to the unicorn deck, I felt like using the atlantis deck. Today’s card is attached here. Need I say more? *smile*

In bliss with God

Every cell and pore of me has been searching for the connection.

Longing to make sense out of the chaos.

To emerge from the shadows.

To be a light.

Within the framework of the faith I am born into – Islam.

With every discovery I have made in my spiritual journey, especially of late, there’s been a feeling – “there is more”. That I could connect the dots.

Today I have.

My heart chakra just expanded a thousand fold and I felt as moved as I was when I was standing in front of the Lords of Amenti during Judy’s channelling of the Secret of Secrets by Thoth the Atlantean.

The whole world just merged into one.

Okay I’ll stop being cryptic. I have often wondered that I am easily able to connect with the joy and love that many faith. It has been a little bit more uphill with Islam, which is now unfortunately shrouded in many archaic cultural beliefs. I’ve always known that Sufism is the esoteric branch of Islam that will speak the language of my heart. I followed my heart today and I just googled a few words that have been imprinted in my head recently as divine/angelic messages.

Sufi and Dzikir (or zikir)

You can easily find information of what these words mean but here is a brief description.

Sufism – the Science of Perfecting Awareness and part of this is Zikir.
This is the journey for those who search for the real soul for themselves and for the heart. It is the walking on the Path which leads to the knowing of who you are and Who Allah is, which is one and the same thing.

I want to give you the key to open the door of the Path so that you can live inside it. When you live inside it, then you are a Sufi and you begin to be complete. The Sufi is the person who searches for completion and for the Truth of Allah.(Source : http://www.suficenter.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=64:what-does-the-word-sufi-mean&catid=15:teachings&Itemid=6)

Dzikir – Essentially, the practice of dhikr is a form of prayer in which the Muslim will express his or her remembrance of God either within or overtly; this may come in the form of recitation, lyrical chanting, or simply always remembering God in one’s heart. In tasawwuf (Islamic mysticism or Sufism) dhikr is most likely the most frequent form of prayer. Among the orders of Muslims that practice dhikr, there are some who advocate silent, individual prayer, while others join together in an outward, group expression of their love for God (Source : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dhikr)

I didn’t really have a clear idea of what zikir in a sufi setting would be and went to youtube. This is what reduced me to tears.

Video Link – Sufi Zikir

Saw very clearly similarity between this and Ruth Tai speaking about Haka.

Video Link :
Ruth Tai on Haka

I am in love and in bliss with God. Ameen.

Distractions

Recently, distractions seem to be the topic of discussion. Example, dear matakiri

http://matarikidimension.wordpress.com/2011/07/11/so-many-distractions-if-we-want-them/

The Monk Who Sold his Ferrari also cautions on using time wisely as it is a “non renewal resource”. Today’s DailyOM is on the same topic. Well time to confront our fears otherwise they are gonna come back and bite us.

July 11, 2011
Working through Silence
Noise as a Distraction Distracting yourself with talk-radio and television can become mind-numbing if not taken in moderation.

Our lives are typically filled with noise. There are the noises from the outside world that we cannot control, and there are the noises we allow into our lives. These noises, from seemingly innocuous sources like the television and radio, can actually help us avoid dealing with uncomfortable thoughts and emotions. However, using noise as a distraction hurts more than it helps because you are numbing yourself to what may be internally bubbling up to the surface for you to look at and heal. Distracting yourself with talk-radio, television, or other background noises can also prevent you from finding closure to issues that haunt you.

Noise as a distraction can affect us in many ways. It can help you stay numb to emotions that you don’t want to feel, allow you to avoid dealing with problems, distract you from having to think, and make it easier for you to forget reality. Drowning out the thoughts and emotions you find uncomfortable or overwhelming can complicate your issues because it allows them to fester. By tuning out noise and relishing silence, you create the space to experience and express what you are hiding. It is only then that self-exploration can begin in earnest and you can stare down frightening issues. In silence, it becomes easier to let your strongest feelings come forth, deal with them, and find new ways of resolving your problems.

When you go within without the veil of noise to shield you from yourself, you’ll be able to figure out what you need to heal. Embracing silence and introspection allows you to work through your thoughts and emotions and transmute them. Free of the need for noise, you can accept your pain, anger, and frustration as they come up and turn them into opportunities to evolve.

Answers everywhere

While I was searching for a nice picture of St Germain for my previous post, I stumbled across a curiously understated website. I am truly in awe with the type of synchronicity that is happening. There was a channelling by Meredith Murphy. Shoulder pain (ME me!) Sleep? (Me too!!)

(Image courtesy of http://www.lilymoses.com/gallery)

Message from the Archangel Michael

Channeled by Meredith Murphy | www.expectwonderful.com

Telepathic Transmission – 28 June 2011

Bridges of Light are being formed within you that allow you access to doorways beyond time.

These new passages and pathways orient you to inner avenues of knowing and being, creating and sensing divine truth that were previously unavailable on the Earth to most in human focus. It is through these new pathways that you will begin to live in much more full multidimensionality and yet with a singular focus across time and space: the emergence of the true identity within infinite time.

Your true identity rests in you energetically. It opens within you as you allow various energies to leave—those which inhibit the freedom and love that is fundamentally your energetic experience. It is within these releases that you become most fully YOU. So it’s ironic that they tend to feel so bad! For truly they are revealing to you who you really are. Like dust being blown off of a brilliant object, perhaps you find yourself sneezing and having a difficult time seeing the beauty because of dust blowing and the unpleasant feeling of this process. Perhaps in this process you lose sight—literally—for an infinite instant of who you really are. And that my dear friends, is what truly feels so yucky about clearing experiences—anytime you orient to that which is arising and leaving, that which is NOT you, it feels bad; for you are out of touch with you.

Many of you in the approach to this last eclipse are noticing enormous intensity—of emotions, dreams, digestive and physical sensation of heat and soreness in various locations (like between your shoulder blades, or in the hips). There is a lot of energy spiraling upward as you confluence with the stream of your future self as you move into infinite time. Many of you have had what you call past life and/or parallel life memories or impressions, but it is this “catching up with” your “future” self that is creating the nausea you feel and the changes in appetites—for this shift from the prior linear time reality you have been based in involves a torque of your energies in substantially (potentially) disorienting ways in terms of your balance and senses for orienting to the physical landscape; thus the queasiness you may feel.

So you are not only experiencing a force which is causing your energy field to rotate in new ways—this confluence of meeting up in infinite time with YOU! But this force is an acceleration as well, and thus the physical sensation can be quite intense.

You are acclimating significantly these days to these new energetic states of being, which for each of you, naturally, reflect the state in awakening you are currently allowing and in harmony with. As you acclimate to these energies you have vast openings within you to your Soul-ar codes. The Sun is transmitting to you that which you imprinted upon it when you flowed into this particular human form. The codes come regularly as you are increasingly, in a radiant fashion, enlarging, elevating and amplifying your vibration.

In July you will find much of the first few weeks will involve sleep! This is such an easy way to support yourself in integrating new qualities of being. Do give into it as needed and do not be concerned about calling in sick to work, or taking whatever time you personally need to feel rested and peaceful. I encourage you to not push your body at this time by placing other demands on it. There is already a lot happening that requires your cells to respond to the dynamics on the planet as well as your intentions and your allowing and your body is excellent at all of this. Get in sync with it and tell it how you agree with it’s choices by supporting them with your actions and the way you are being throughout your day. Anytime you are at odds with your body you are in resistance and this as you all know, creates problems in all kinds of ways and just doesn’t feel good. So feeling good is your litmus test for if you and your body are in harmony.

The energy of July is one of newness and birth. There is a new being within you that reflects your true identity; your cosmic song or energetic blueprint, signature—and this sense of self will be more and more available to you this month. The other element this month is that manifestation from this location in infinite time, in alignment with your true self will be increasingly possible and accelerated as more and more of you moves into a choice-based creative space aligned with the larger Divine Plan and with the highest good for all informing you as you live in a Divine Rhythm, informed and impulse by the Cosmic Flow of Source Creation. This rhythm will make more and more sense out of how to sequence and bring forth your dreams—which are likely at this point visions—with ease. Dreams meaning—what you sense if the fullest expression of you. The wisps of this that you get, are real and may be honored and treasured, trusting that the remaining details too will come forth and fill in the picture—the dynamic moving picture {smile} as is perfect aligned.

There may be detours that are important for you to complete as part of your role in Divine Creation elevating this planet. You may be called upon to be somewhere or do something only to discover it was a temporary thing, or a detour. There is, remember, this motion toward wholeness and healing of all that has been a misconception or out of harmonic balance with true identity and the Law of One. So you may find yourself in situations like this, and/or you may have friends or family who do. This is a beautiful time in which to gift others and yourself with the deep inner knowing that all is well. Remind yourself and anyone you sense may be experiencing this of the Divine Perfection inherent in life and call forth a trust in things which may seem mysterious, confusing or even…dare I say it? Contradictory! This is how things can move around and move quickly and much can be accomplished in an accelerated fashion; when one is not too concerned or self-conscious about any judgments or negative/limiting perceptions of what the “meaning” is of things. Be careful not to get yourself too caught up in stories about the changes taking place and realize you are in a wee moment of infinite time and in the larger tapestry much of these confusing little moments are not really the theme songs of who you are; they are small moments accompanying your grander journey and play a part in the harmonious weaving of All-That-Is. Allow yourself to be the instrument of peace and love which you came forth in full joy of being and know that some of this will only be visible in clarity from other perspectives or what you think of time-wise as “hindsight!”

The energy of July will move from being highly focused and involved in integration to greater clarity and a much more profound sense of personal identity and then to the sense of time quickening as you and your future self begin a dynamic dialogue in coming together. You will find yourself continually adjusting yourself to the emerging horizon of this future self which shows you clearly in your felt sense, what you are coming/opening INTO. You are opening into YOUR LIFE. As it was intended. BY YOU. You will then experience, increasingly spherical being: a continual co-creation with the leading edge of you guiding you and supporting you as your hone the expression of your being.

This is the major thrust of the energies in July on a personal level.

In terms of the planet you will notice what you pay attention to. If you remain focused within your own life you will find the waves and themes which too are reflected in the world, which are for you to notice, cultivate, evolve and participate in. The world meaning the culture and civilization of Earth is a vast, diverse, highly dynamic collection of many many many realities. As you well know there are multiple timelines in play here and as such realize that the story you pay attention to defines what timeline you are located on. To fulfill your own intentions for Joy, the realization for 2011 as I shared in my initial message about this year—you must stay oriented to the timeline emerging within you, being transmitted by your Soul-ar codes to you and which allows you to fulfill your participation in the Light coming to this planet as you intend from a coherent orientation to the Divine Plan.

There will be disruptions of many kinds on Earth…is this really new to you? And yes, it will be seemingly hard for many. Trust in the innate wisdom of each soul, live as compassion and peace and most importantly: stay focused within your own trajectory and trust that in so doing you are giving the greatest gifts possible to everything and everyone.

I realize that you are increasingly aware of your own voice within you and this voice is that which the creator, the Light of Lights is choosing as you to reflect through you. Know that your being as this voice and song, has meaning beyond which may be explained to you or even to me. We are far richer beings than we really truly can ever know.

In this you may be sure: you are deeply widely radiantly LOVE.

And as much as I am capable of, I see you! And this fills me with great joy.

I am Archangel Michael

Ascension Symptoms

Judy Satori hots a radio show bi monthly on worldpuja.com. Do try to catch some of the programmes. Stellar line up of lightworkers. She mentioned some interesting physical symptoms that we may experience as we accelerate towards ascension, aka 2012. Here’s an excerpt of what she channelled from St Germain on 27 June. A) Old emotions and fears. (False Emotions Appearing Real!)

Old sadnesses coming up to be released. If we looked at our life, some things will keep coming back. Part of the changes that we are all experiencing now

Don’t pretend that the sadness doesn’t occur. So it is better to sit still and go into a place of deep contemplation. To have time for us, what brings us joy. Go back to peace, love and oneness.

For instance, if it is sadness, ask this sadness why it is there. Put hand into core star. And feel it. Tune into past or current sadness.

“Sadness, why are you will me, why are you with me right now?”

Touch into core and find out what is going to give you joy

We are on a platform between the OLD and NEW life

Our personality is undergoing a huge energy transplant. Any lower energies that aren’t at the higher self level are coming up to be released

May seem overwhelming, go int peace, love and oneness.

This is your anchor, and from here, you can listen to that small voice.

Follow what the sadness is telling you, don’t leave the sadness unrecognised.

Do it with any lower energies that you are experiencing – what have you come

They are NOT us, they are NOT a permanent fixture of our life

Sadness/frustration

Not always possible to go for vacation, etc, so give yourself a sadness break

Allocate some time, to deeply feeling into sadness, etc. Feel it, express it (by verbalising)

What you resist, persists

B) DISCOMFORT

From June, rapid energy pulses will be felt, energetically programmed by spiritual hierarchy.

This programme works like inner energy transmitting systems.

Series of sounds felt by us at deep levels of beings

Receiving morse code, on DNA level, we are also receiving these impulses.

Energy felth through the soles of the feet – if u are sensitive – u could be experiencing tingling, nausea, forgetful or feel spacey.

So with st germain – three activations

1) Spaceyness, stressed, unable to think clearly

2) Feelings of nausea

3 times at 1 sitting, or even 3 times. Don’t be hard on yourself.

Click http://thesoundoflight.com/index.php?id=234 for the activation

C) CHANGES IN EYES

The eye of God, the eye of Horus, – inductive mechanism, for Elohim (spirit) to imprint new transformational codes

Through gravitational sound waves/God’s thought energy (sound/light virabtion)

Rod and cone receptors within the eye – found in the retina. Light sensitive layer. Highly photosensitive (they convert light energy to signals)

120 mil rods – more sensitive to light/energy

6-7 mils cones – more sensitive to color (found in macula)

These rods and cones Allow for new patterns of consciousness programming to be downloaded into brian/consciousness

When you create vibrations of Love in 3rd eye, u are linking to God mind and assisting with direct transference of transformative energies

That is why the daily linking to trinity is such a very important part of routine

Through the eye of God, through new patterns of evolutionary programming are translated into our physical vehicle.

The eye of Horus is really us. Because we are like Horus. We are being resurrected and recreated

During this inductive process – we might experience problems with eyes

Transient – doesn’t last, caused by modulation of energy caused by eyes

Energy activation and technique that will help with this.

Click http://thesoundoflight.com/index.php?id=235 activation

Summary

Sept – marked energy change – for some it will be much more challenging

I am urging you to experience your life from 5th dimension

The lower energies, It is NOT part of you – let it go now

Living in the moment, living in the NOW. and if something doesn’t work out as you had planned or hoped just know that it wasn’t meant to be that way

All is perfectly aligned. Put out intention for something to occur. If it doesn’t occur, just know that a better way that situation will be manifested and created for you

Handing your trust over to the higher part of you that guides and orchestrates you (which is also part of God)

Adhere to principles of unity consciousness.

Taking my recommended tonic – soak in the sun. I really did get three mangoes with one stone today. Sunbath, physical activity and nature. Let this be the beginning of many more days of beauty.